Radio Talk: Devachi bhokti ani mon'xanchi priti: Eka nanneachio don kuxi by Pratapananda Naik, S.J.
Devachi bhokti ani mon'xanchi priti: Eka nanneachio don kuxi
Pratapananda Naik, s.j.
Hea
sonvsarant ami ekeklim jiyeunk sokonanv. Dor khinnak amkam her mon'xancho
sangat, adar ani sohokar gorjecho. Khorem sangchem zalear mon'xam modem somudayant
jiyetanam ami monis zatanv. Amche thoim mon'xaponn kirlata ani tem vaddta. Xem'bor
vorsam adim amchim mhalgoddim ganvamni ravtalim. Ganvamni ravun xetachim ani
her kamam kortanam ekamekacho adar ani sohokar tankam zay poddtalo. Ganvant
zavpi festam porbank, kazarank ani lognank, zolmak, mornnak ani her khoinchea-i
suvalleak ganvche vo vaddeache lok ekttaim yetale. Ekamekak adar ditale.
Sohokari ani ekvottache somudayik pod'dotin jivit choltalem. Dor ek monis
somudayacho ghottok aslo. Tachem apleponn vo osmitay somudaya thaun zatali.
Xikop ani poixe unne asle tor-ui mog, ekvott ani ekamekacho husko boll aslo.
Somudayache nem' moddloleank kheast zatali. Dha zonnamni dilolo nirnnoy manun gheuncho
poddtalo. Hea somajik jivitant kaim unnav asle, punn thiray ani rakonn chodd
asli. Hanv tumcho, tumchi. Tumi mhojim. Ami soglleanchim, ami ek, hem chintop
uttun distalem.
Jednam
amchim mhalgoddim ganv ani ganvantlo aplo vavr soddun xarant ravunk laglim ani
nokori korunk laglim tanchem jivit bodol'lem. Tankam lagun amchem-i jivit
bodol'lem ani somudayik jivit vochun hanv, mhojem jivit, mhojem kuttumb hem oxir
chintop boll zalem. Ami dis vetam vetam amcheach sonvsarchem chintunk lagleanv.
Haka lagun svarth amchea jivitant bhitor rigla. Hanv mhaka, tum tuka, Dev mat
soglleank hem chintop ailam. Herancho husko, kallji, ekameka khatir vell
diuncho, heranchem borem chintchem, ulounchem, herank borem korchem, ekameka
thoim somjikay dakounchi, amche prosn amcheach somudaya bhitor mittoun gheunche
hem sorv unnem zaunk laglam. Hacho porinnam' amchea jivitacher ani chalicher
zaunk lagla. Xezariam lagim som'bon'd unno zala. Haka lagun tanchi lhanxi chuk
legun amkam vhoddli koxi disunk lagta. Divop ghevop unnem zalolean mhaka
heranchi goroz nam. Poixe dilear sogllem mellta. Heranchea adara vinnem ami dis
sarunk soktanv hea chukichea chintpant ami jiyeunk lagleanv. Dor eka mollar
sort vaddlea. Dusreank pattim ghalun, kitem-i korun, koxem-i korun hanvem voir
sorunk zay, zoit zoddunk zay, hem kortanam dusreanchem luksann zalear soit
upkarta vo khoinchi-i vankddi vatt apnnailear zata hea ghatmari zallant ami
sampoddleanv. Sogllim hench kortat, ami kelear kitem chukta oslem vankddem chintop
ani ulovp amkam atam sodanchem zalam. Borem kitem, vait kitem, sarkem
khoinchem, chukichem khoinchem hachi zanniv az amkam adle bhaxen urunk nam. Mon'xak fokot kudd nam, taka kalliz, mot, ani
atmo asa. Hanche modem 'balance', somotol dovrunk zay he vichar amche motint
yenant. Heam soglleancho vaitt porinnam' zaun ami az amchea somazant eksurim
zaunk lagleanv. Amche bhitor tann vaddunk lagla. Az amche lagim xikop, poixe, suvidha ani her
sogllem asun soit mon'xaponn unnem zaunk laglam. Amcho svarth hisba bhair vaddunk
lagla. Amchem jivit oddechem zaunk laglam. Ami rupddim ghalun jiyetanv.
Hea
ghatmari zallantlean ami amchich suttka korun gheunchi goroz asa. Hea
sonvsarant ami kiteak asanv? Amchea jivitacho ud'dex kitem? Oslea gom'bhir
prosnancher vichar korunk ami vell divop gorjecho. Ami fokot amchech khatir hea
sonvsarant nanv. Ami heram khatir-ui jiyeunk asa. Hem amchem misanv, ho amcho
dhyey hem sot somzun ghetlear ani manun ghetlear jivita kodden polleunchi amchi
nodor ani jivit jogpachi rit bodolta.
Dolleank
disonam tea Deva pasot kitem-i korunk ami toyar asanv. Taka sodun ami dokhinne
thaun ut'torek, ostomte thaun udentek vochunk toyar asanv. Devak ghoram bandunk
ami kotteamni duddu moddunk toyar asanv. Punn dolleank distat team amcheam
dublleam bhavam bhoinnink adar diunk, tanchem jivit sukhi korunk ami patti
sortanv. Dev amche bhitoruch asa, amche bhonvari to asa hem sot visrun, taka
sodun ami sonvsarbhor bhonvtanv. Devak amchim fulam, follam, dan, mennvati,
uzvati, upas, yatra, zatra, angvonno, bhetto hanchi gorozuch nam. Devachi murti
bhangaran vo rupean nettounk ami poilim. Jem kitem ami dublleam khatir kortanv
tem Devak pavta hem manunk ami toyar asanv? Jivont Devak ami fatramni
bandloleam bandpamni sodunk vetanv. Mon'xachi seva hich Devachi khori bhokti
hem ami visortanv. Devachi bhokti ani mon'xachi priti hio don-ui gozali ekach
nanneachio don kuxi. Zaka mon'xancho mog, husko nam tannem apunn Devachi bhokti
korta mhonn sanglear tem fottingponn nhoy zalear ani kitem asum yeta? Vidhi
korop ani tantunch ghuspun urop hoch amcho dhorm zala. Dhormacho khoro orth
amkam somzunk nam. Amkam vidhavanche suskar, onathanche vilap, bailanche hal
hoval, niraxritanchem roddnnem ani dukh, dubllea lokanchem magnnem ani bhuk,
vexeanchi jinni ani tanchi durdoxa, bekar asloleanchi niraxa, vaitt sovoyank
bolli poddloleanchi kotha ani bhurgeam kamgaranchi vyotha lagta vhoy? Hem zor amkam
lagonam tor ami Devachim bhoktam koxim mhonnum yeta? Dusreank soza diun vo dusrim soza bhogtanam
add nodor korun Devachi puza korun ami amkanch fottoytanv.
Dusreank
adar korunk mhoje lagim duddu nant zatit. Dusreank godd diunk duddu lagtat,
punn godd utram ulounk poixeanchi goroz asa? Amcho vell heram khatir diunk, tankam
bori vatt dakounk, dusreanchea dukhant vantto gheunk, umed ani dhir vaddovpi
utram ulounk, dukhestank bhuzvonn diunk, piddestank bhett diunk, hanso diunk,
dusreanchem borem chintunk, ulounk ani borem korunk duddvanchi goroz nam. Heram
khatir lhan lhan gozalimni ami zaitem borem korunk zata. Hantlean amchem jivit
folladik ani orthabhorit zata.
'Mahtama
Gandhiji', 'Mother Teresa', 'Baba Amte' "Martin Luther King' ani sonvsarar
her kitlixinch mon'xam heranchi nisvarthi seva korun mhan zaleant. Khub
zonnamni aplo jiv risker vo sonkttant ghalun herancho jiv vattaylolo asa. Hanchie
modli Irena Sendler hi osturi ekli. Irena Poland desantli ekli katolik osturi.
Dusrea mha-zhuza vellar tinnem guptim sumar 2500 Zudev bhurgeank Nazi
mornnachea kempantlim bhair kaddlim ani tankam fottkirim vollok potram diun
mornnachea chopkeantlim vattaylim. Team bhurgeank tinnem Polandantlea
Katolikanger, konvetamni, igorzamni ani onath axromamni lipoylim. Hi seva
kortanam xevttim Nazi soinikamni tika dhorli, vollvollayli ani mornnachi xikxa
dika formayli. Punn tinnem aplie xikxentli apli suttka korun ghetli. 2008 vorsa
98 vorsanchie pirayer Irena ontorli. Heram khatir ami kitem korum yeta hachi
bori dek amkam Irena-chea jivitant mellta. Hanvem heram khatir kitem kelam?
Hanv heram khatir kitem kortam? Heram khatir hanvem kitem korunk chintlam? He
tin prosn az ami amkanch vicharunk zay ani tanchi zap ami amkanch diunk zay.
Sallok
chiklant zolmata, punn udkacher fulta, sobta ani pormollta. Mennachi vat
zollta. Zolltam zolltam apunn lhan zaun veta, punn aplie bhonvari uzvadd dita.
Suria aplo uzvadd dhampun dovrinam. Godd apli goddsann herank dita. Mon'zati
aplem dud apunn piyenant, tem apleam pilank ditat. Ruk zhaddam apnnam khatir fulam,
follam dinant. Jednam ami heram khatir jiyetanv ani vavurtanv tednam amchench
jivit fulta, follta ani sobta. Orthabhorit jivit jiyeuncho ho gutt ami
apnnaum-ia ani herank sukhi korun ami-i sukhest zaum-ia. Zat, rong, dhorm,
votthar, ling, bhas pollenastanm dolleank dispi mon'xancher keloli nisvarthi
sevechi priti, hich Devachi khori bhokti.
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